I am an atheist, I don’t believe in God.

My parents are very religious and I don’t subscribe to their bs. But somehow, I do have some questions to people who are Christians.

Asides the misrepresentation that Christians give, I do find Jesus to be a very good example to follow. 
I read revelations and it’s freaking me out. I don’t want to do anything out of fear. I need a strong conviction.